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Hi My dear Love…

I just wanna tell You about my Love.

Just kinda freaky thing that come through my brain and live in my heart.

Kinda warmth feelin’ …

Kinda Happiness …

But sometime just feel so hurt deep inside the heart …

my dear LOVE,

don’t share it it with ur twin sister, Sadness…

Coz she has a sensitive feeling …

her heart is so soft, and kind …

but so weak, wheneve she hear about the sadness things.

By the way…

Now I just feel better …

I feel being loved by everyone surround me …

who support me …

who help to stand me up from my broken heart …

my dear Love,

I love You, as me my self…

~OCHA~

Setelah aku baca salah satu sudut di blog Adekku…
seketika aku tersadar…akan semua ‘cinta’ semu yang selalu kurisaukan…
Aku jadi melupakan semua orang yang dengan tulusnya mencintai-ku…
Semua orang yang selalu ada disaat aku susah-senang…
tapi aku sendiri-lah yang sering lupa dan asyik dengan keterpurukanku…

Aku sadar dan mulai menyadari…
bahwa rasa CINTA yang selama ini kudambakan sudah kudapatkan…
dari Adek2ku, sahabatku, keluargaku…
dan yang paling pasti dari TUHAN yang telah mencipta-ku

Kenapa dengan begitu bodohnya aku terpuruk dengan suatu ‘kesemuan’ yang tak pasti…

Sohib…
I LOVE YOU ALL…

~OCHA~

SOMETIME IT FELT SO COMPLICATED…
BEING A WORKER OF A COMPANY… BIG COMPANY… LIKE I DO.

WANNA BE ME MYSELF… BUT CAN’T DONE.
AT LEAST I STILL GET MY OWN SKILL AND TALENTA…
SO, I COULD DO SOMETHING ENJOYABLE FOR ME…. OF COURSE…

LET’S COLOURED THE WORLD,…
DON’T MAKE TODAY BEING TO DIE…

NICE…. N SWEET DAY FOR YA’LL

Now… I just stuck in front of this PC. Its make me feel so… GREAT. with all I have… Friends, Love, ….
But,Till now I find nothing about the relationship.
It feels so strange….
I dunno, confuse, angry… but can’t do anything to defense thats.

Find me on your eyes… u’ll get me cry…
Hold me tight… don’t leave me alone..

Akhirnya aku merasakan yang namanya kerja….
hufff…… ternyata gampang-gampang susah neeh.
nih hari bikin aku agak mabok, ternyata ada sedikit miscommunication antara dunia dalam dan luar….
tapi g papa ding…, aq jag\di tahu gimana harus mulai belajar lagi…
TETEUP SEMANGAT…..

the word that has a lot of meaning now (for me).I feel sso Jobless, but, it’s okay…as long as I can get my confidence to face it up.
Just wish to Lord….hope can get a suitable job soon.Amin

Queer..Queery..Freakness.. a couple word like that, just to judge  some people that we (think) they’re unordinary people.
It’s too cruuel to say. It can make someone’s heart hurt. It can make the world freedom break….
maybe we feel nothin’ when we say it, but we’ll feel somethin’ hurt inside when we hear it.

now…let we make an appoinment to our self. We must make a self correction before we say somethin’
Everyone could make their own choice,choose their freedom to express, or…whatever…
but one thing that we know.
they’re our friend, our bro’, our sist, our family….
Let’s make the WORLD PEACE by our selves.
thanks for GOD that have make me write this blog.
thanks to WORLD  that let me see the GOD love through it.
thanks to all of my friend around the world, that make me be their friend.
and so, thanks to U that have read this blog of me…
THANKS

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